N the four at play !
i wanna be there for her during her birthday, one good day, but i dont think she wants.
crap, there isn't a place for me.
she doesn't even care if im not there.
im trying not to think that much.
im trying to treasure every moments with her, although there seems little.
at least, theres something to reminiscence.
if you really want her to be happy, let her be.
if you really want to be noble that, swallow it.
im letting her be, im swalling it.
im struggling as thou nothing happens.
kweihuat. :(
the four at play;