N the four at play !
remember the morning,
we used to have our breakfast together.
remember the night,
we sat down together, talking about our problems.
remember the rainy days,
we sheltered.
remember the lyrics,
i typed through midnight for your church.
remember the last outing,
it was in June, before your thailand trip.
remember yesterday,
the day before your birthday,
im jealous of something.
remember the very moment as the clock ticks passed 12nm.
i handed you the flowers and the card.
i said happybirthday.
you nodded.
before i went over to the pit,
you said sorry.
i wanted to turn back to ask why,
but i just continued walking.
reached the pit,
i realised that ive alot of things that i wanted to tell you.
i wanted to send you home.
but someone else did.
i was down there,
watching your back faded in the dark.
im hanging on, without moving on.
im waiting for miracles to happen, like ive said, miracles, they dont comes everytime.
im pinning on hopes, empty hopes.
im reminiscencing of the time we had.
im there, im there.
im all there for you if you need me.
i wont talk,
i wont breath,
i wont move till you finally see.
but, do you even know you met me?
kweihuat.
the four at play;