N the four at play !
If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.
i saw this nice phrase in weixiang's blog.
kind of irony but somehow attract my attention.
i guess the hardest thing is to let go the one you love, but still continue loving them.
hmm. not many people can do that.
hah.
im getting irrtating and irritating and more irritating.
i guess i should stop. im taking things for granted ya. so seriously, i should change.
hmm. art prep work due date to school is on monday. deadline is on wednesday.
omg. i didn't even managed to complete half of it. i guess i should start real soon. time is running out on me. grr.
but i cant seems to get into work, especially art. a subject which need inspiration to draw fast and nice. thats what i think. without it, no matter how much efforts you put in, you also cant draw something that you really think its nice. although other might say it is nice, but somehow you will feel something is incomplete in that piece. so ya, im so artistic ya. LOL =x
stressed by loads of stuff. ahh. be it homeworks, o's. i feel that im lacking behind, alot, alot.
not to say about love, her friends say, its impossible for me to get her blahblahblah. seriously im sick of hearing those already ya. but somehow i still feel that there's a glimpse of hope. but sometime i really think that im hopeless you see. but i remembered she says, she wont know when the feeling come or what so ever, cant really remember. yea, nobody can predict love. i believe that it will come.
but will it ever come? am i really hopeless like her friends said? i got rejected everytime i asked her out?
aww. sucky feeling.
alright, i should end here.
kweihuat!
i need a answer, i really need.
i asked you out recently, but you seems to be ignoring. well well. is that a yes or a no.
i know you don't like to make decision beforehand, but everytime i asked you out on that day, you will happened to go out with your friends,
then you would say friends are more impt than you? aww? pretty hurting ya. sigh.
the four at play;